CRYSTAL CLEAR !!

6th April 2009 can be the turning point in my life( i hope ). After one year of frustrations and feeling of loneliness i found how stupid i am....

Again i used to like another girl in my college and thought that she is "THE ONE".... "DREAM GIRL"..."TRUE LOVE"...ETC. i used to day dream about me singing "pehli nazar me esa jadoo kar diya for her"for her ....and she giggling nd both of us sitting in a BMW ..hmmm......

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Now i realised that if this day dreaming does'nt stop i would end up sitting on a scooter , singing "
"pehle to kabhi kabhi gam tha....." nd somelike mayawati giggling sitting behind me.....


so i thought it would be better i stop all this here itself and focus on the more important issues in life so that i can be assured that i end up in a santro singing "be youself is all that you can do...." and no one giggling

plus i also realised that there is nothing like "true love", "soul mate","dil ka rishta"....these are some of the terminologies used by people from "kanak durga colony"
let me describe how these people are so that you get a better view of what i am talking about

1: RED CURLY LONG HAIR

2. MULTICOLOURED JEANS WITH "DRAGON " OR "FASHION " OR "ROCKSTAR",OR NAME OF A MOVIE OR SOMTHING VeRY DASHING WRITTEN ON ONE SIDE OF JEANS

( YOU CAN BUY THIS IMPORTED STUFF FROM SUNDAY MARKET AT NOMINAL RATE OF 100 RS ALL TAXES INCLUDED)

3. THEIR BELT IS THE MOST EXTRA ORDINARY ITEM THEY POSESS ..IT LOOKS LIKE A WWE-CHAMPIONSHIP BELT....

4. COMMON TOPIC OF DISCUSSION IS 1."wo sali mere pass aayi,royi..maine kaha ja apne marad ke pass kutiya"

2."main usse mohobbat karta hun"

3 .and few filmi dialouges too " main jungle ka sher hun"
"kafan bandh ka ghar se nikalta hun main"



i realized that what i was doing was kindof similar.....now let me tell you guys how the educated class deals in matters concerning girls

1.EITHER THEY DON'T LIKE ANYONE EXCEPT THEIR PROFESSION

2. IF THEY DO THEY DONT TELL THE GIRL

3.IF THEY TELL THE GIRL AND GIRL REJECTS THEM THEY DONT DISCUSS IT WITH ANYONE AND AFTER 2 DAYS THEY HAVE ANOTHER CRUSH

4. THEY DONT DO ANY GALI GALOCH

5. SO EVEN IF THEY DONT GET THE GIRL THEY SOMETIMES MAKE THE GIRL FEEL THAT SHE DID A MISTAKE BY REJECTING THEM...

I know this post is a crap but this is what is going through my mind right now!
Guys would you believe i even had plans for my kids with this girl..i mean their schooling etc...howsoever unplanned my own life be....

i dreamt of dancing on " be what you wanna be......singing in bacardi blast" with this girl and satiating my lust for rum at the same time

But now my mind is crystal clear for sometime being though.... :-)